Its unbelievable how much pain I've endured all in one day,
And it made me want to tell you everything i wish i could do or say.
I wish i could make a list of everything you do that makes me smile,
I wish i could only think of all our good memories so i can smile for a little while.
I wish i could ask you a million questions about why you threw me to the floor,
I wish i could just be OK with it instead of asking a million questions more.
I wish i could close my eyes and when they opened this would all go away,
I wish every time i see you that you still hug and kiss me the same way.
I wish you would tell me this is all a joke, that you really are still there,
I wish you still will wait for me, i wish you would still care.
I wish you could look in my eyes and tell me you still love me,
I wish that if you leave-you come back so i know its meant to be.
I wish that i could pour my heart out to you so you could fully understand,
I wish you could say "its OK baby," and gently take my hand.
I wish we could go back to how things used to always be,
I wish i could be with you, but mostly you with me.
I wish i could still put that smile back on your handsome face.
I wish you would rather be with me-then in any other place.
I wish you wouldn't give up on me and forgive-you don't have to forget,
I wish i just had another chance-I don't care how long I'm in debt.
I wish you could hold me close-and stop my fast beating heart,
I wish you could end all my nightmares by saying "we'll never be apart."
I wish i could run and jump into your arms the way i picture in my dreams,
I wish you could look into my eyes and see that it's not what it seems.
I wish you all the happiness i just hope that it would be with me,
I wish you would think about this and really open your eyes to see.
Because.....
Its unbelievable how much pain I've endured all in one day,
And it made me want to tell you everything I wish I could do or say.
