I lay my head against the window-cheek so cold,
As my eye releases a tear no longer able to hold.
One after the other the tears multiply,
Somehow still saying, "I will not cry."
Staring out the window at the infinite sky,
Thinking of you and asking myself why.
Following and tracing the raindrops down the window with my finger,
I can't help but let my mind begin to linger.
Letting another tear fall, i begin to think about our past,
After all the things God has put us through, we were always strong enough to last.
Saying I'm sorry to myself over and over I think of ways to make it OK,
Knowing that rain or shine- without you-Its still a rainy day.
So as i continue to trace the invisible rain drops, but yet from my eyes they still fall,
I tell myself its gonna be OK-because if he loved me-he would forgive it all.
