Forbidden (rap)

Not able to breath, to much confusion,
My chest begins to heave, I see an illusion.
Conclusion seems to be drawing close,
No dreams her, just a rawing roas'.
Mocking me like I am just a creature.
Like a preacher teaching the teacher.
Nothings ever gonna change course.
I'm always going to be subject for force.
Maybe I never saw what i was doing.
Or maybe I didnt hear the fans booing.
Either way, I'm here to speak my kind.
If your bothering me, then yes I mind!
The pain, why must it always gain?
Main weakness for me, I cant restrain
Substain all that I am dealt.
You'd only understand if this you've felt.
I first started out, never knew this would happen.
All because one white boy went to rappin?
Wow. It was like one wont allow
Me to speak my mind, like it's a disavow!
Either way, production will stay my destruction!
Got a question? Too bad, I got no instruction!

Sayin that I have no rapp ability,
But yet I'm on top of the facility!
They're thinkin that I dont got no vision.
Well, number one, wrong decision.
I'm not a kid anymore! No more hidden!
Dj's comin, he wont be forbidden!

*Sorry fand, only got one hour today. More later I promise!*