ANGER!!!(not a poem, but please read)

The guy i once loved...i must've been blind when i dated him to not see how horrible he is. ok, so...my little cousin had leukemia when she was rele little. now she seems to have bone cancer. her hip bones and spine is disentigrating. and she'll prolly have to have heart surgery. to top it off...she's dieing. and my cousins are closer than like a sister and best friend to me. well i told the ex but still love of my life about it. he was very sweet about it and comforting. today i was talking about a funny story where she had a cigarette...and as soon as i said smoke his eyes widened and he said, "SHE SMOKES?!" of course i said yea, she just started not too long ago. and he said "*ha* its no wonder why she's dieing!"

which RELE angered me...needless to say my last words were f-you before i left the classroom...how insensitive can a guy be???...what an @$$