Walking trough the lonely nights,
Trying to find lights that are shining bright.
Wishing for better days,
Where I won't remember the mistakes I've done.
Wishing for better turns,
Where I would repair the damage I've done.
But, it still hurts,
To see that all I do is not appreciated,
And my heart burns,
When it sees that I'm unwanted,
Again...
Unwanted again...
No one understands the pain I feel,
They all think it's not real.
And sometimes I just cry,
Sometimes I want to die,
Because I can't handle it anymore,
And I have got nothing to live for.
They believe in words I didn't say.
Blame me for things I didn't do.
I wish it wasn't this way,
But I don't know what to do,
To make them see that I am not that bad,
And it makes me sad,
Just to know that I'm unwanted again,
Never wanted around.
So unwanted...
So misunderstood...
So without a chance to explain...
To their hearts that are so vain...
Sometimes people do not want to see the real you, they just want a punching bag.
All you can do then is just leave and make a clean break, however difficult that may be.
I hope you will be fine.
