Everything I've once known
almost out the window
i thought it was how it should be
guys making girls cry
until i laid by your side
i thought it normal
for guys to leave
and thats all I'll ever be good for
that and lied to
until i met you
normal doesn't even exist now
and it scares me
for i don't want to loose you
not in the least bit
i want to hold you
within a crowd of people
knowing you'll stay
because you want to.
i know if i leave
a door open
you'll shut it
with yourself still inside that room.
god i hope you would
i hope you'll never leave
and spend your time with me
i hope i get to see your shining face
even when it isn't shining
i hope i see your ups and downs
and hopefully
you do to
but if you don't
its understandable
but theres something you should now
i believe i will always love you
no matter what happens
sorry to sound like
(omg don't leave me *crys on the floor in long puffy dress*)
because if you leave
yes to the most unbearable heartbreak
yes to the sadness followed by depression
yes to the constant asking why
but i know that you'd find better
and be happy for you
as well as never regretting a single second
