My heart beats slowly;
lusting for the relief.
desiring your skins sweet scent
is the only escape from this grief.
after committing this sin;
my heart seems to want more;
so i eat and eat my life away
until i don't feel pain anymore.
my heart is full of lies now;
only money could persuade.
i want to go out and own the world;
now I'm trapped in powers serenade.
was i so wrong to to brag a bit?
about how beautiful i was;
my heart took pride in a good day,
i didn't expect laughs when i wanted a applause.
my heart loathes the ones who smile;
at all there adoring fans;
celebrities picked just for there looks;
just follow envy's plan.
I'm uglier than the rest of you;
a final rejection sets me apart.
i scorn the pretty people,
my wrath burning in my heart.
now my heart is dying;
bleeding with sour love; goodbye.
and i cease to care;
I'll just lie around and die.
and at the end of the day
i begin to cry;
at all the sins I've made.
how i deserve to die
in every single way.
then i start to lust
and my aching heart pleads;
hush; my demons whisper to me.
hush; they scream.
i try and calm them
but the only thing that will
is my sins;
