The anger,
the suppressed pain,
the numbness,
all threatening to hold me down.
deeper into this place i didn't recognize,
a place where i couldn't see the light,
a place where there was no help.
a place i couldn't be saved.
this place was my mind,
a scary,dark place.
where anything was possible,
and there was danger all around.
my monster knew it too.
she knew she would win tonight.
another cut,
another mistake,
another regret,
just waiting to happen.
my best friend,
at times like these,my blade,
in the morning,it would become,
my worst enemy,yet again.but for now,it was all i Had.
all i had,to keep me from diving off the deep-end,
all i had,
to keep me from drowning.
