Expression

I go to school everyday,
Trying to hide the pain that is here to stay.
I know that he is gone,
But why does it feel so wrong?
My poems may not rhyme,
They may not even be worth your time.
But he was here,
And I had no fear.
So when he left with my heart,
My whole world fell apart.
I'm writing this to say,
He's all I think about every day.
When will he see,
All the pain that comes over me.
I try to let it go,
But the rapids continue to flow.
Carrying me along for the ride,
When I just want to hide.
These things that I am saying now,
Need to find a way to him somehow.
If only I could tell him,
But our chances together are slim.

And to my love I say,
You are the only one to make me smile,
On this long and rainy day.