How to become a disasterpeice......

First ingredient.....someone has to die
preferably someone close to you that you love...

second...become angry extremely angry...at the world....and at yourself.......
then after a long time of anger you will start to simmer..

third....become sad....you will have suicidal thoughts every night...and every night you come closer to perfecting your perfect suicide....for me it would be jumping off a very tall building....

fourth...after a while of sadness....you will become numb....start to cut yourself...think that no-one loves you....and become silent.....

after that its all you...the perfect disasterpeice....the perfect wounded animal...the beautiful sex slave to the system....the perfect creature of sadness and hate.............

[just a little recipe i found when i was nine....not much of a poem at all i admit.....but it does have meaning to it you have a choice hear if something like has ever happened to you.......DON'T DO WHAT I DID!!!!!!!!!!!]