Till the day I die

I've always walked these roads alone,
My shadow as my only friend,
Walking in the darkness,
The alleys, they seem to never end,

Lonely, crying out only to be heard,
But it seems no one is ever there,
Just when I need them the most,
Or it may be no one ever cares,

Raindrops slide down my face,
As I start to cry salty tears,
My dull brown eyes blur,
As the rain washes away my fears,

Walking down these dirty highways,
People passing me by, going about their day,
No one notices me here, walking down,
No one seems to ever look my way,

I feel so lonely, even in a crowded room,
A ghost forever to walk this earth,
No potential for anything, no life to be led,
A little girl with problems ever since birth,

I cut, to just be able to feel something,
Numbness taken over me, I can no longer feel,
My depression, so deep I can't get out,
My scars, just remind me that my past was real,

Forever to walk this earth,
Just lonely me and I,
Forever alone,
'Till the day I die.

Written by Makalah Sept. 5, 2008