Thrive on my demise

Do you feel alone?
It's all I have ever known
There is a place in my mind
As hard as you look
This is a place you will never find
Took myself from the light
Feels as if I am only here to fight
Losing all hope. So very out of control.
Staring at the ground
Ana has once again taken a toll
Does it all seem strangely profound?
Waiting for good.
Wanting and yearning for more.
Of what I cannot say.
I hide my head in all my own sorrows.
I have to push. I must starve. I must suffer.
So I wake in the morning only to realize that it is just tomorrow.