Tear apart...my heart

Why oh god
Why can't I
Cut up,
Tear apart my heart
So that everyone
Who wants me
Can get a piece of
My heart
Then everyone
Will maybe
Be happier

Go ahead and shoot me in the head &
Tear apart my heart
So that you can
Have the part of me that conceals
My feelings for you

But oh god
Why oh why
Can't I?!