The truth about never (song type thing?)

I'm letting go of the reality
but the wisheds are stronger then ever
I know you each day less and less
but I won't learn the truth about never

(Chorus)
The further you push me
the harder I pull
the more lies I hear
the more I'm a fool

I'm doing the opposite
of my ever intention
I become mute
when I seek your attention

The more I let go
the further I reach to hold on

(Chorus)

I'll repeat this everyday
but I won't learn the truth about never