by Alone in the crowd Sep 6, 2008
category :
Love, romance /
lost love
There are a million things that pop through my head making me spin with dizziness and make me grab my stomach with nausea. The feeling that runs through my veins isn't one that I want. The pain, the agonizing pain that doesn't seem to being ceasing with time, the ache that is renewed everyday when I see him, it's impossible to get away from it. I run away when I ask questions already knowing the answer, I ask them still hoping with little faith that the answer will be different than the one that I am thinking he is going to give. It's just words though isn't it? The words that bleed through my lips stings with each word that doesn't seem to register through the brains waves that are surging through the air to absorb the words that cut through the last parts of the gapping hole in my chest. My heart should be beating fast, leaving me breathless and unsure of what to do, but it's gone. Left on the floor the last time it was ripped out of my chest seeing him with her, his arms around her, his lips touching gently to hers. The lies that leave his lips continue to gnaw at the aching hole in my chest. |
Wow veryyy long |