I'm a whole lot better now.
Thank you is what I want to say.
Because of you I didn't let go
The minute you spoke that day.
But now, everything is fading
Loving a friend could be so painful.
This petal of mine is slowly falling
Trying to catch it doesn't get any joyful.
I'm sorry for the all stupid things I've done
That caused you hurt and break your smile.
I'm sorry to be your midnight sun.
That dark rays can't capture a single mile.
I'm writing this to you
To show you how much I still care
To speak so that you'll see me through
Of all the things you thought were air.
I can't promise that I won't cry
To lose all the happiness I've felt inside.
I just don't want to see you face
Because it hurts to be the loser in this race.
I know you've already left me
Taking away every drops of rain
All I can say now is that I'm sorry
For dulling your smile again.
It's time for me to turn around
And walk away like I did before.
This time, I'll try my best to not make a sound
So that nothing of me will scar you anymore.
Before I go I just want you to know
I'll pretend that you're still by my side
I'll pretend that I'm not cold
And live my life without goodbyes.
