Tick tick tick boom
a bomb inside my head goes off
everything around me fades away
all that is left is me
I'm all alone again
except for the noise
i start to shake
i feel like i am defeated
i can never win
cause i know
what i am about to do
i don't have the strength
to stop hurting myself
i need to feel the pain
i need to feel the sharp object
go across my arm
i crave the feeling of hurting myself
i need to see the blood roll off my arm
i need to this to be normal
i need to feel the pain
like i need air to breath
ill suffocate without it
