Addiction in the Mirror:
My tears fall unable to be captured
Like blood from your still healing cuts,
My emotions are a fortress
Walls I climb upon too much.
A million in the room with me
but you,
the only one that i can see.
you are my only weakness
my worlds uncertanty.
you are my irrationality,
my severest consequence,
my divine intervention,
pain i can not surpress.
you are every breath of me
and in every single scream,
i want to love you,
i need to love you,
you are inside of me.
i can not escape you,
your fingers have become the bars
of a prison you have bulit un-knowingly for me
inside you're heart.
you do not know it
yet you show me every day,
that no matter what i do,
nor whatever i could say,
something in you too
is forcing you to stay.
there is so much more to both of us,
stubbourn we are
and alone,
no matter what we say or do,
we are each other's own.
experienced or not,
love or hate,
maybe we are meant to be,
but are we still not willing to wait?
a bitter taste,
a sour treat.
<3
Adiction is a knife,
that cuts the toughest skin,
the pain flowing from it
is the needle and the thread.
the love that i feel for you
is the stitches and the care,
that every heart needs
the finding of this seems rare.
can someone prove that love is real,
and not just a silly dream,
before we pull to hard and rip each at the seam?
there is so much we both desire,
un admittingly we are both affraid,
of each other
and of every single solitary day.
i want to show you it wouldnt be the same,
and that ill Never leave.
as opinionated
and sensitive
as each of us two are,
everytime i think of you,
i more than feel you in my heart.
no matter what has happened,
no matter what has changed,
i do not regret a single thing,
i'll take it any way.
nothing will ever be perfect,
effortless,
or painless,
But some things will always be worth fighting for.
but why stay if there is no future?
why leave just because you dont know?
We need EachOther,
This is the unforgettable Truth.
our battle is not over,
our love is not lost,
just hiding in the corner
we can own it at any cost.
you have to be willing,
we must forgive,
love is our weakness,
passion our sin.
we need eachother,
this the world knows,
fight this battle with me,
For We Are eachOther's Own.
