Ugly Little Secrets

Ugly little secrets
Tormented from deep inside
The pin is my savior
Cause it never lied

I trust no one
Yet I trust the blade
It never forsakes me
It's always at my aid

Frees me from doubt
Helps me avoid hate
Banishes the sorrow
Displaces thoughts that make me irate

This hurt inside never ends
I fear it will last forever
Engulfed by painful memories
I wish I could sever

My pin calls my name
The need to bleed grows stronger
Emotions keep building up
I can't hold out much longer

Slashes ease away the blinding internal pain
As warm droplets hit the floor
A reassurance of life until the next day
When I'll just do it more.