The Pain I Have Felt

Days slowly pass by
Tears slip down my cheeks
Exhaustion overcomes me
As I search for the answers I seek

Never knowing whom to trust
Never Knowing which way to go
Always keeping my emotions
Hidden and off show.

Life is slipping by
Colors are just a haze
Spending my waking moments
Living in a daze.

Staring into space
Thoughts flashing through my head
Replaying every cruel thing
That was ever said.

This has been my way for so long
Can't remember anything else
Now it is finally time
To work though the pain I have felt.