My eyes are closing faster
I'm slowly falling asleep
and in my last letter I'll write
I'm sorry i went so deep
my wrists are torn and battered
I'm losing too much blood
I'm sorry i went so deep
and you had to find me in my flood
but please don't be so sad
please know that I'm happy now
don't think of this as a tragic death
i simply ask of you to forget about me
please don't linger in the past
i never felt a thing
my death came and went real fast
I'm sorry i went so deep
i couldn't take it any longer
my happiness had drained away
i wasn't the girl that i once was
and on this night i will leave you
depart from this dreadful thing you call life
i was addicted to the knife
the one thing that had kept me alive
was the one thing i chose to take my life
i tried to cure my depression
i gave it all that i could give
but in the end it just wasn't enough
i was never able to overcome
my life threatening obsession
with that rusty old knife
so i finally gathered my courage
to take my final breath
it was time to come face to face
with the taunting being they call death
as i slowly came to my end
my dreams and memories i saw before me
as death reaches towards my chest
and to him my soul i surrender
