Disaster.(Jealousy is bad)

What a disaster.
and right before i was about to go faster.

i was ready to have you i my life...
i was ready to have you as my wife.......
i know you loved me, deep inside your heart....
and I'm sorry cuz a life we couldn't even start..............
IDK why i have to be so jealous, so Dumb..
and thanks to this, One more victim I've become...........
i should of listened to you, to what you said..
but i went crazy and went for a ride instead.

how would i know i would never come back...
just in a second my life would turn black....
please baby don't be sad for this dumb guy...
i don't deserve for you to cry.................so please wipe those tears
cuz tomorrow is new years....

even though now I'm just a memory in your mind....
baby don't get all depressed I'll be fine..
In my heart you will always be mine..
but its funny.....my million wishes came to only one..
one last hug from you ....thats all i want....