So many things unsaid,
so many words to write.
None of the sounds are coming
in this broken, fu cked up night.
I'm winding through this maze,
trying to find the way.
But every gargoyle stands there,
standing with a stony face.
I'm trying hard to find you,
but you're mocking, just like they.
Standing still as marble,
face ashen and fallen grey.
The words don't seem to matter...
I love you..yes, I swear.
A tomato's just amazing,
to a screwed up teddy bear.
What do I do when I need you?
When all the time's run out?
What do I do when I miss you...
miss yoyu without a doubt.
Who do I go to with my smile.
God knows you're one of the few.
You love it as much as I love your laugh,
burning grey in this dark blue.
All the stars are swallowed,
I can't see them here tonight.
God knows I feel so alone,
fearing for an end in sight.
When are you coming back to me?
This is taking too damn long.
When are you coming back to me?
I'll take you weak or strong.
And this is just a sequel
to a poem so long ago wrote.
Remember that apology?
That teary little note?
Jesse, we've come too far from that..
I swear to you one thing.
I don't hate you, I don't hate you, I don't hate you...
and I miss the love you bring.
Jesse, I want to write more...
but I'm crying hard now to see.
Two tylenols down, one to go...
tonight it's just the sky and me.
I want to write more for you,
sing a thousand words to bring you back.
But a thousand words is a lot..
and a lot is something I lack.
Jesse, is this the end?
Mistakes, misconceptions and lies?
Jesse, it's up to you...
Writers trying to hard not to cry.
Ultimatums are broken with Cheshires,
God knows they go unheeded, unheard.
Check yes or no, my dear one...
tell me, is this now just a waste of sweet words?
