What are the desires of my heart?
Why do I do things that push us farther apart?
I'm looking for love, but searching in the wrong place.
When the love you give me can never be replaced.
My body feels empty and torn.
And my soul is dead like a stillborn.
Lord I love you but I failed to put you first.
Still you give me water when I thirst.
But Lord I'm broken and I need your assistance.
Father can you hear me in the distance?
I'm on the edge of something I can't escape,
Like a nightmare or everlasting rape.
I'm sorry for being disobedient and wrong.
I just wanted to feel safe and actually belong.
But I was blinded by the thought of finding a honest man,
That it put a break into my future plans.
Help me to get my life back on track,
Because right now my heart is under attack.
I dont want to be scared anymore.
So Lord open up my wings and help me to soar.
And I know that we may not always agree,
But Lord I know that you know what's best for me.
