Everytime a thought comes to mind
its your face i see in the tide
for years you have dominated my head
filling me with happiness an thougts of dead
how i tried to escape an be free
you would never let me be me
i tried as hard as i could to be the one
to set u free an allow you to have the fun
no matter what it was never good enough
you always compplained that the road was to rough
no matter who i smoothed it out
your emoitions run thru you like a spout
you said it was all my doing my fault
to think i let you be my jury in the court
of my emotion runnin behind your figure
my eternal soul is the face you disfigure
i wanted to be the best i could have been
but all you wanted was the eternal glee
another one to say you won against the odds
not caring for the imapct on my life
just worried about weather your feelings will be rife
in the morning light when the feelings come again
and you can inflict upon me some more this pain
coz i am nothinf more to you than a pawn in this shame
coz to you my love i give my soul
the one thing you went without a thought an sold
to the bidder with the highest price
and gave a way my life feeling so nice
and to you the one who hurt me so
my love will do nothing but grow
