Is it just me?

Do you remember the days of are laughter and silliness?
Do you remember all the hard times we went through?
And do you still remember me?
Your best friend.
Or have you left me for the one who betrays?
You leave me in your shadow.
It feels safe.
But I'm so far from you.
I watch you and hope that it didn't have to be like this.
But there it is again another scar to my heart.
But can't you see my hearts already fragile and sore?
It hurts just to sit and watch you soar.
But why can't you see what its like to be in your shadow?
Why do you ignore me?
Am i just another star in the sky to far away to see?
Or am I just another raindrop on your window?
Are your tears to good for me?
Is that why your pillow is never soaked unlike mine?
Why is it that whenever i think of you a shiver goes up my spine.
What happened to you?
Your my best friend.
The one i loved.
The one that cared.
Did life get in the way?
Are you to busy?
Is it because your hurting inside?
Then why is that you have time for her but never for me?
Am I just a another star in the sky not shining because I'm to far away to see?
Or is it because your just to blind to see the real me?
Tell me do you even know who i am anymore?
Or is it just me that notices these things.