What It Is....

Its the empty mess
as you rest your head on your pillow
its the cold you get at night
when your feelings go hollow

Its the new day rising
but your mind is falling
its the black abyss
that starts its calling

Its with tears running
from your eyes
Its in all the memories
that started with lies

Its within each love
that you have shared
It hides among those
who say they really cared

Its a shallow run of promise
of forever and ever
Its working out
that they really meant never

Its lying in bed
awake all night
its searching hopelessly
for some sort of light

Its the lonely you get
when you no your hearts dead
its the messed up silence
playing games with your head

Its the replays of those moments
so lost in the past
Its remembering the feelings
that we new couldn't last

Its holding on so tight to what you have left
but knowing we'll lose it all
its finally giving in
to my destiny's call