I hate that the way I love you
I hate the way you love me
I hate that I give you my everything
And you give me a mere speckle on your fully painted wall
I hate that I can love you as much as I do
And I have not in the slightest clue how much I mean to you.
I wish you would let me in
I wish that you could see
That what I'm giving you isn't something to be played and toyed with
But that it's something to be cherished and loved
I hope that you will soon see this
Before my heart becomes beatless and torn.
O* I love you
And I would do anything for you to feel the same way about me.
But until then I will continue to fill the ocean between us with my salty tears.
And I won't leave
because I'm to afraid of leaving you
Loosing not only my boyfriend
But my lifetime bestfriend.
So until you finally see and come and open up to me-
I will be here
Silently drowning in our love and my tears
Hoping and waiting that tomorrow you'll see the light
That tomorrow you'll see me and everything I want to give you
Give us
But until that day comes
When I can love the way I love you
And in turn love the way you love me -
I hate the way I love you
And I hate the way you love me
