I miss him so much

I pretend not to miss him,
Hoping all the feelings will go away.
I put on a smile,
So everyone thinks I am okay.
The tears and the pain are tearing me apart.
Little by little I am dying on the inside.
The love I had for him,
Came to an abrupt end.
He doesn't even know how I feel.
I miss him with every piece of heart I have left.
The love I have for him will never end.
It's unexplainable.
So pure and true.
He will never understand.
I thought he liked me.
He treated me like a princess.
It must have been a game to him.
It was a dream to me.
And I guess I finally woke up to see the truth.