A Dangerous Drug.

I never wanted it to end this way,
Please just take the pain away.
I cant stand the way I feel,
And forgetting what is real.
I didn't mean what I said,
I was angry and I just felt dead.
I said it without a second thought,
I've easily become so distraught.
Do you hate me, do you need me?
Your just like a dangerous drug,
Damages me inside but too addictive.
To you I'm nothing, and too predictive.
You don't ever have anything to say,
I never wanted it to end this way.
I never wanted it to end at all.