Forever gone

I look alive
but i feel dead
I'm an unfinished letter
that'll never be read

full of bloody words
hint of suicide
i try to smile
but some tears are hard to hide

razor blade kisses
up and down my arm
when my heart is feeling pain
i turn to self-harm

this smile i wear
is my only disguise
i play pretend
as my heart silently cries

this sharp razor
takes the pain away
it numbs my soul
just for today

and when I'm tired
of hanging on
I'll let go
forever gone

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