Song ! help me with a title?

Pick up the gun
said the voice in her head
too weak to survive
might as well be dead

theres no one that cares
nobody would cry
so put the razor to use
and let yourself die

but something holding her back
somethings saving her life
as the tears raced down her face
she put down that knife

Chorus:

Shes opening her eyes now
not quite sure where shes been
shes opening her heart now
but still afraid to let love in
shes letting her soul free now
doesn't know where shes heading
shes letting herself go now
so sick of always pretending
shes putting down the razor now
so tired of numbing all the pain
shes no longer crying now
so much strength she has to gain

end of chorus.

shes closing her eyes again
ready to lock up her heart
paints a smile on her face
as she slowly falls apart

shes trying to stand up
but she falls back to the floor
shes trying to stay strong
but her heart cant take much more

shes picking up the razor
but knows its a mistake
the longer she hurts
the more smiles she'll fake

repeat chorus

day by day she dies
her soul drifting away
shes barley hanging on
she wont make it through the day

she has given up
no more hope left inside
the longer shes here
the more scars she has to hide

but death just wont come
she is still alive
could it be, theres a reason
shes able to survive

repeat chorus x2