In your shadow

Why am i the one thats left
why am i left out from everything you do
i try to do all i can to be there for you when all you can do is say hi to me once a week and then ignore me
is that your strategy?
or is it a plan
or are you to clueless to see what you've began
i thought you where going to be there through thick and thin
to always be by my side
when i needed you
i thought you cared
but all you ever do is ignore me
and whenever it comes to me doing things for you
I've done more for you then there are stars in the universe while your not even a fourth of the way there for me
why do you leave me in your shadow
to slowly deteriorate
while all you do is strive
i always knew you as a nice person but then you changed
you changed right in front of me but i was blind
you knew how weak i was and took advantage of it
and know its all your fault
why can't you just learn
and while you strive im still stuck in your shadow