Who am i really?

Walking down the school hallway i let my thoughts wander
i just cant help wonder
who am i really?
am i the smile i put on my face in front of my peers
or am i the frown hidden so well under that cheerful smile
am i the laughter that comes out of my lips
or am i the scream that always almost comes out after
am i the dry tearless eyes that everyone sees
or am i the flood of tears that i secretly cry
who am i really?
am i the life that i thought right but was so wrong
or am i the life that she thinks wrong and i think right?
am i the thoughtless blonde
or am i the thoughtful burnette
am i the beautiful clear lake
or am i the dark endless puddle?
who am i really ?
hearing the bell ring , the doors open, the kids almost adult come spilling out of there last class
i hear my name i fix that smile
wipe away the tears
clean my thoughts and turn to my friend
who am i really?