...i cant take it anymore!!!! life...its so boring...so annoying...so colorless...my life is spiraling downward....its just a black abyss u know...just so dark....the visions and the nightmares they haunt me...and i cry out...but no one listens... no one reaches out.....but why should i depend on others...am i too weak to save me from myself....no...I'm just weak in general...I'm a nobody...I'm worthless...i ..... am nothing...a nobody.....just an invisible black guy........
