Why is it when i need you the most,
you never seem to be able to be there?
you say whenever you need me,
just text me & ill find a way to you,
but i know far to well you won't be.
When we whispered these sweet truths
in each others ears, we never expected
they would slowly rot into such beautiful lies.
Now we've wound up here, slowly falling,
falling out of our pure love.
In my mind I say We can make this work,
but maybe it's me who needs to make this work.
I want things to go back to how we first started,
back to when my heart stopped aching,
and started to feel your love.
In the back of my mind, you know as well as i do,
Things will never be the same again, no matter
how hard we may try over and over again, this
endless cycle needs to be broken,
& will soon break our hearts.
my hearts aching so hard for you,
i'm ready to fall to my knees & break down,
but then again what good would it do?
no one will pick me up except myself.
