Falling away

Are you stronger than me?
After leaving me broken so you wouldn't be broken yourself
I hope it kills you
But I know it won't
Because you feel better now with your hands around my throat
And a gun to my head
But I dont care anymore if you leave me dead
Anything is better than this

This emptyness thats still inside me
While you just let me bleed
I'm falling apart again at the seams
So hollow again, you will never change this
You will never give up when you can break me

Haunting my dreams and now my reality
What do you want from me?
I'm powerless and out of control without you to hold me
I wish I didn't need you to hold me, to love me
But it feels like you never left
Just because everything I do never lets me forget
And all I want is to forget
To wake up one day without your face stuck in my head

All the pressure that holds on
I'll never move on
The same old feelings are taking over
I'm losing control
I just wish you would go
Get away from me
Cuz I'm falling, falling
And I never get the chance to breathe
To get away from you