I woke up at 3 am just to be with myself again
I'm feeling restless compared to how I've been
She said "You can't work through these feelings all on your own.
Maybe if you got some air, you wouldn't feel so alone."
Why did you expect so much, I was only nine
I wasn't strong enough to just let my feelings slide
Don't cradle a bus ticket and tell me you'll never leave
It's not a promise if even you can't believe
I tore my skin to patch the hole so you can't fall back into my life
You would understand if you use your mind
Even if you warned me before, no one stays for long, I never saw it coming anyday
I'd give anything to go back and hold you back from running away
