I've fallen into insanity,
please help pick me up,
I'm drowning in complexity,
and now I've had enough,
I'm dieing in my sadness,
and it i can not bear,
I'm motionless in my madness,
pulling out my hair,
i breath in my pain,
people laugh and joke,
I'm boarding the mad train,
hoping i might choke,
i dance around my vanity,
i start to chant and shout,
I'm lost in my insanity,
and there is no way out,
I'm locked in my world of gloom,
hidden far away,
I'm shoved inside a padded room,
where I'll always stay,
I've checked into the heart brake hotel,
please let it be cosy,
I'm hiding in my own hell,
looking for something rosy,
I've given up on my confusion,
I'll admit I'm mad,
I'm creating an illusion,
because the life i live is bad,
I'm living in the X file,
the place I've created,
I'm searching for the exile,
which you demonstrated,
I've waited for my diagnosis,
I've waited for too long,
I'm wanting my psychosis,
i want to know whats wrong,
I'm lost in my insanity,
just trying to find my way through,
I'm laughing at my mortality,
and i know you're laughing too.
