That Stupid Emo

Why cant they see?
Don't they understand?
How difficult,
Painful.
The blood scares me,
But I need it.
It feels good,
Yet terrible.
I know its wrong.
So wrong.
But I'm the lonely emo.
I'm allowed.
It all went wrong at first.
But it gets better.
Not a lot,
But a bit.
They used to threat.
Now they only joke.
But the joke is still on me.
The joke is on that stupid emo.
That stupid emo only wants attention.
That stupid emo just thinks its cool.
That stupid emo is so pathetic.
That stupid emo doesn't matter.
That loner emo has no friends.
That loner emo cuts herself.
That loner emo should just die.
I don't matter.
I'm not important.
Nobody cares.
I'm just that stupid emo.