I am lost in this dark abyss that we call life. No light can reach me for I reside inside myself with hopes to find a cure. I now only find peace with that which preys on the misfortunes of others. Like a virus it is consuming me and this time, im not stopping it for it has reached my soul and branched out like a rose piercing every passage that feelings of remorse and love once traveled. The more hate and lust that is ingested the more I want till I can trust no one but myself for I feel disgust for those who have something worth dieing for and allowing that which they cherish most to be slaughtered in their arms. I must take in all of their pain which allows me no sleep at night knowing that anothers blood lay upon my hands and it wont be the last. Like a drug I am hooked and crave only that which flows through the enemy, the monster...........YOU.
