Omg this is so sad hun im sorry.I know how it feels to lose that father or the mother. I lost my mother cause she wanted to use instead be with my sisters and i and my dad. Somedays I even feel like I lost my dad to my step family. But you should grow up be way better than who your talking about. Grow up and be a man. Have a family to stick with a job to stick with. DOnt worry about what could have been just worry about your life know. It may be hard to where you cry so hard late at night and you hold yourself tight...but you will over come.I am sor sorry and i thought this waswonderful cause i was true and I could definatly relate!

Dnt say its not ur best,cuz all da poems u write r relly good..this poem even though i cant relate to it its rellyy good,n i know many ppl dat can relate