I can't begin to express
my sorrow...
you have been there for me through
everything I faced
and in my heart I knew our friendship just could not be
erased.
When I saw the poem you wrote
it really broke my heart
and due to the person i was associated with
i made a bigger issue out of it,
saying things i never meant
saying hurtful things out of my unjustified judgment.
for 5 years we have been friends,
our friendship has seen so much
and conquered more,
its not something we can just throw away
i just want to say how sorry I am.
You are my angel
and I tore your wings, leaving you to fall.
but when i caused you pain
I couldn't face myself,
looking in the mirror I hated what I had become.
I became oblivious to the hurt I caused
but I have gone on a trip of redemption
regretting how things turned out
wishing i could take back every word which i let out.
The times we faced just can not be replaced,
5 years of friendship
with memories to last a life time.
personal jokes like carrots and...
well...
Good times we had, drunk nights at the night market,
times you protected me
and despite everything i did never neglected me...
Our friendship is way to strong to be broken
and i just hope you accept my words
for i know i have much work to receive your forgiveness
but to go back to how we were
its all so worth it.
So thank you for everything which you have done
my darling friend
your wings will grow back under the light of the sun
your beauty will increase on the outside and in
for you have shown me
the feelings of friendship with in.
***this poem Is dedicated to m best friend Jessica Louise Salt. It was one of those typical cases of taking the amazing people you have in your life for granted. Well i don't even know what to really say aside from how stupid i was to take the side of a person who tried to break mine and Jessy's friendship so many times before. Jessy means the world to me. my next tattoo is going 2 be dedicated to her and our friendship because she is more than worth it!!!! don't ever take the people you love for granted because in the end you will always regret it, i love Jessy with all my heart ad am so greatful for such an amazing friend!!!******
