You wish to understand
but you try in this stupid logical way
how can you possibly understand
all you do is hear and speak
i will never tell you what i feel
but i can tell you a bit
i feel nothing
its my fault really
i made myself this way
but you could never understand
how can i tell yoiu this
let me think
do you know what its like
being tortured by shadows that are not there
to be at the edge of a cliff
with only two strands of hope
to hang on too
you want to understand
don't try, don't think, don't look
all of this won't help you
what will? you ask
all i can say to that is
feel. feel what i fell
this you will never understand
words do not exist for this
to feel what i feel...
i would never wish that on you
i have felt this so you wouldn't
so don't ever ask me what i feel
i just try to feel
thats all
nothing more, nothing less
i don't want you to ask
i just want you to help me
feel
