Why do I still love you? You don't deserve my tears,
You don't deserve my pity or all my wasted years,
I can't believe I put up with this, all the things you do,
But unfortunately enough for me I'm madly in love with you,
your cold, hard fist hits my face, and the taste of my own blood,
Unsettled my stomach and I knew you were no good,
But that was just the first time there were plenty more,
And now I just except it, it's what you love me for,
I can't help but love you, you are all I need,
And it's not even your fault you don't mean to make me bleed,
You only want to love me, so I cover up the bruises,
Smile at all my friends and tell them my excuses,
But sometimes it makes me angry I'm only 15 years old,
I shouldn't have to deal with this or do what I am told,
Sometimes I play with fire just to make you snap,
I'll smack you hard across the face and you will smack me back,
But it's your job to love me, not to make me cry,
Please somebody hear me and see straight through my lie!
