Im not alone

Everyday
over and over
i live with this pain
than wont go

one day
you come up to me
ask me whats wrong
where u just asking?

i told you
i was sad
i am depressing
i have no reason to live

life isn't worth it
living this way over and over
everyday the same
nothing will change

this life that I'm living is hell
why do i have to suffer
why is life so unfair
i wish someone understood me

u looked at me
surprised
asked me why?
I'm always the happy one

i told u its easy
i just have to fake it
no one ever saw
past that side of me

u help my hand
you told me u understand
and that u feel the same way
i guess I'm not alone