I Dont Know

I don't know how i can write about you
you don't even know how mad i am
but your embedded inside my mind
i want it gone, but i don't think i can

i don't know how i could look at you
with your laugh, and your gorgeous smile
laughing at me, because I'm gone
that look will be here for awhile

i don't know why i cry for you
is my tears what you like to preserve
my pain crushes me all over my body
is this pain what i deserve

i don't know why i still think of you
its so sour, but always there
i try to deceive it, but it never works
and you probably don't even care

i don't know how, but i still love you
my heart races all the time
i sit near my phone to hear your voice
to say i love you, and ill be fine

i don't know how i could write about you
but i just cant throw you away
and all the time i wish for you to come
and please tell me you will stay...