I know you do this so I'll be mad and you'll be gone. It's frustrating that you've never been given a chance to leave, isn't it? I know you won't admit it, but I'm the only thing you're willing to lose. I can read your eyes better than I've ever lead on. Just stay for a moment and I promise I'll be different. You'll see the person you always wanted me to be, but please don't get used to the person you see. I wasn't born to be your puppet. I'm disappointed that you never saw that. We've been in this thing just to use each other, but it's gone on for too long. I've spent all my time distracting myself from what's actually happening. I've never known better than this and it's a shame that I'm wasting away like I am. I can't seem to quench this thirst that won't let me leave you; no matter how much I want to. It's like I'm falling asleep in traffic to get this all over with. So, I'll just watch the lights go by and drift to sleep; Like I've always seemed to do.
