It has been sometimes and I am doing okay
I can pretend and go on
I jump around with this fake smile
I act like nothing's wrong
But my life is truly a sad song
I have been okay these passed days
But Last night I broke down again
I could not even hold my pen
My soul was badly twisted and really cold
It was me I couldn't hold
I helped myself slowly open your last message
Then calmly I felt myself as I started crying as I finished
I could feel my heart breaking all over again
And I sat there quietly crying my heart out.
I cried everything out just not the pain.
Not you and neither the shame.
