Once Again

I feel like am back to zero,
To where I started from.

My heart is an empty place once again.
It hurts a lot; I can't even hold a pen.

I've been so weak from inside and out.
I feel like I want to loudly shout.

I don't have the smallest hope or glory.
I've gotten to a point where nothing can make me feel more sorry.

I'm sorry I hurt you.
I'm sorry I made you go through this.
I never meant to do what I did.

My feelings haven't changed and they're still like before.
Just that they've become shallow and empty like a shore.